That Was Not the Plan...

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First of all, I haven't had a chance to thank you all for your amazingly positive comments and support after the post I published on Friday, My Story.  I seriously am so touched by all of the comments I received both online and in person.  This is an unavoidable piece of my life, that I will have to live with forever, and live with some of the consequences and side effects for the rest of my life.  I was so scared and uncertain when I first wrote the post out, as many people in my day to day life, and most all of my online community, had no idea this was something I had gone through and continue to battle.  I don't battle it as fiercely as I did when I was in the thick of it, but some of the thoughts and fears are hard to beat and will always be in the back of my head.

I had a grand ole plan to write a follow up to this post from Friday, as I haven't stopped thinking of all of the lessons and consequences and tidbits, but then this happened:


I woke up this morning with a pretty uncomfortable head cold - and when I say woke up this morning, I really mean about 10 times last night due to the stuffy nose, mucus, and achiness.  So I am tired, achy, have dry eyes and a raging headache, and to top it off, I was in a team meeting today, all day tomorrow and then next day....

Yeah, that's what my upset, feel like crap, hunched over self feels like right now :(

So, hopefully I can get this written up tonight, or at some point during the day tomorrow.  There is so much I want to share with you all now that I have finally made the hardest part known.  There is so much I want to share so that if you are experiencing similar things, see a close friend or relative experiencing any of them, or, gosh forbid, catch yourself judging or questioning someone going through an eating disorder - you hopefully can feel more comfortable with it (it is a very hard ordeal to ever feel 100% comfortable with).

So stay healthy, get some rest and don't end up like those beauties of pics above :)

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Did you/Have you avoided the dreaded winter cold?

I thought I had, and then last night happened....